As usual it's been sometime since I have done any posting. It is absolutely amazing how busy one can get doing nothing and miss doing what they really love and intend to do. It seems to me I have spent a major portion of my life in "just busy" mode. I wish I know how to break the depressing cycle of busy. When I try to break out of the "busy mode" I find myself in a "do nothing" mode and that only adds to my weight and depression.
For those of you who know me...I neither need to be more depressed or fatter. So what is one to do? I am coming more and more into the reality of what St. Paul meant when he said in Romans 7:15 "And I have no clear knowledge of what I am doing, for that which I have a mind to do, I do not, but what I have hate for, that I do".
I am presently between doing nothing and just busy. I really have no "clear" knowledge of what I am doing and on the other hand I know what I want to do but can't get it done and I hate that. Life is like the following cartoon I saw today call Circular reasoning: 
Babu Lonnie
